Dream big

Got big plans for the future

You can close your eyes. You can escape the reality, you can hide. Hide from all the heartache, the poverty, the pain. But they won't stay closed forever, eventually you will have to open them. And everything you thought you had forgotten will come rushing back, hitting you harder than you ever dreamed possible.

(5:11am)

JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT ANYBODY THINKS. DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, FOR YOU

Something unusual bothered me today, and I considered it strange because it was a thought that sparked many more that I had not pondered in some time.

A little girl, of about six asked me who my best friend was. I thought, and went to give an answer, before the little girl repeated “Who is your best friend. Someone you think about and love all the time. Even when they’re bad?” In my head, I withdrew my answer and begun to think. I rushed and stumbled as the little girl again repeated the question. In my haste, I threw about five answers at her. None of which satisfied her, nor myself.

The remainder of the time I spent with the little girl, I struggled greatly to think about anything but her question. My greatest unhappiness was not that I could not name one ‘best friend’, it was that I could not name a single.

Alone, I came to the realisation that everyone I loved had in some way disappointed me to an extent where I was no longer willing to think of them the same.

Reactivated facebook......... :S

Got a fucking B for english

Gotten a couple of exam results back........

Awks cos I thought Boyce Avenue was the guy...

I miss the old Rihanna

Everyday at school, it's like I'm being suffocated

And sure, we can sit and fantasize all we want

about how things are going to be different one day

...but this is today, and it sucks.

The Effy epsiode freaks me out everytime

Spent the day cleaning out my closet, and throwing out various pieces of junk

Tres satisfied maintenant

I actually fucking love you Maxie

Everything is your choice, wake up Sid.

Cathy's back sooooooo soon woohoooooooo!!!

Well, that's work experience over

I am a little let-down in the sense that I thought I was going to be involved in a lot more,

But thinking deeply into it, work experience did serve it's purpose,

I did experience what it's like to be a solicitor...

And really, it's not my piece of cake xxx

Wow Lauren's performance on SYTYCN was amazingamazingamazing!!!

you're from a whole other world

a different dimension

you're all kinds of beautiful

Oh, pretty little liars...

Starting to feel like everything is finally sort of coming together

I'm so sick of people being offended
Just relax, you know?
Relax and chill the fuck out

A jawdropper
Looks good when he walks
He's the subject of their talk
He would be, hard to chase
But good to catch
And he could change the world
with his hands behind his back, oh

At work experience now......
It was soo weird and boring at the start because I was early ad I didnt know how to open the door lol, but since then I've finished three tasks :)
Banked two documents and collected the mail from the GPO
Lol woooooo

Wish me luck for work experience tomorrow!

I hope I have fun and learn a lot x

Found it!

Just purchased my winter coat

I hope it lasts me!

Its black and quite heavy; made out of polyester and cotton

It's sooo warm and it was a bargain too! :)

Really need a cute little winter coat to keep me warm

Now...where to look???

OH MY GOD, REN IN PRETTY LITTLE LIARS IS THE HOTTEST MALE I HAVE EVER SET EYES ON IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The most crazy night I have ever had....by far

I've started conjugating french verbs in my sleep,

surely this is a sign of post exam studying

Just prepare a stack of possible outfits for work experience,

and now off to DFO in search of a coat and some other goodies :)

You're the reason I don't sleep at night

I sometimes wonder if you ever think about me

Well, I'm going to be honest now, that was a bit of a let-down

I feel a bit left out of these things, it's not like I'm not invited

But I just feel uncomfortable, and intruding

Damn

Dinner with the gals :)

Just had a glee marathon, and now....time to relax x

Done and dusted

Wasn't brilliant and then it was well

It'll be a tough climb

But I think I will make it

Watch me soar, bitches

Mr Mayer <3

wish me luck!

That's another one down, and now...for the most challenging last two....

j'ai pense...

Thinking I might do IB next year...........

Finally beginning to be the person I always wanted to be :)

It feels great! x

Next 2 You

The Next 2 You video clip just recently was leaked and oh boy, is it amazing!

ps. 2 down, 3 to go

Fuck me dead

One down, four to go...

Nervous maintenant

Going to try and have an early night

Writing my cheat sheet for the hundredth time to try and make it fit on one page

til it be morrow

So easily swayed

:)

Lol I thought you shaved your head, idiot

We could have had it all

Sometimes I think about you late at night

I miss you and I wonder if you've changed

But in the mere instances where I do catch a glimpse of you,

You are never alone

Just finished making my friend's birthday present

Now....time to study as per usual

Exams are drawing closer......and closer

English

Oh my gosh, tomorrow is my last English class before exams, and I am super worried about English, and my teacher isn't going be be here tomorrow fml
What do I dooooooo?