come ON

work with me here
give me something please
something to brighten up my day
and give me something worth writing about
ill try and recognise opportunities,
but im doing the best i can right now

i'm not sure

uncertainty, indescision
now all my cards are on the table

for the first time

i'm different to everyone else
already holidays are getting old to me
and as always, to keep myself busy, here are my holiday projects for this long 3 weeks.

1. I've been putting it off for long enough.. but painting my mirror
yes whatever, it isn't exactly a fetching shade of yellow and i probable should have left it as its lovely original state of gold. but you cant change the past so, paint it a deep red, or scrub it off. i'm not really in the mood for scrubbing for the whole day...so red it is.

2. Nearly finished design plans for my quilt so... now its operation MAKE.
think i will take a trip to spotlight for some colour inspiration but it's really just a rag quilt. using up all my excess fabric.

3. Today I casted off lots of scarves but still have one to finish!

...will keep you posted! xxxx

there are certain people you just keep coming back to

looking for the right one you line up the world to find
where no questions cross your mind
but he won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
much longer for you to sort it out

maybe you want him
maybe you need him
maybe you started to compare to someone not there
we'd never know what's wrong without the pain

maybe you had him
maybe you lost him to another
sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

social!

it is the social tonight
yes it is

beeech

caroline ritchie
you beetch

guess what

firstly, you don't know me
and secondly, you don't know me
actually, you know absolutely nothing about me

wish i wasn't scared

could be something more
than i'll ever know

chicken

number 1: take opportunities when you have the chance
number 2: stop running away
number 3: stop wishing and act
love always xxx

an interesting morning

looking forward to it x

everyone has something to say

i feel as if i need to get out more
step out of my comfort zone

100

one hundred

3 digits

one one and two zero's

a century

an hour and forty minutes

fifty multiplied by two

a life time

last 6 minutes of stickaid boohooooo

great night
i love meeting new people

please

i hope you are real
and not just something i've made up in my head
that would just be too utterly typical

so what

i wonder if the perfect guy exists?
logic tells us he doesn't
but we all can't help but wish he did

i wish..

i've listened to you
day after day
think i've finally figured you out
i know how you are
the look i saw was unmistakable
just wish i knew your name x

it's an exciting day for all

i can almost see the excitement
i can feel it, all tingly
i just wish i could be a part of it

you can meet me half-way

right in the middle is where i'll be

you know i can't spell it out for you

this is something you are going to have to do alone
i will be there for you if you fall
i'm not leading the way
i hope you succeed
but never forget the people who have always been there for you
i hope you would do the same for me

i was slicing up an avocado

they live in an alternate universe to me

one which is unknown and foreign

although this is exciting

and although i'm loving it

it is not where i belong

but i'm going with it