sex on the radio

how did you do that?
wow

i think i've lost track of what is truly important
maybe ive been caught up in what i want
ive forgotten about everyone and everything else
it might be hard
but im sure i can do it

you can have her
not that you deserve her

ask me. ask me a question, the question. not that i can tell you that i will be able to to answer, but i need you to ask first. i cannot guarantee you that i will wake up one day and feel differently but no one can. do it, be brave and do it. take a breath, step out and do what everyone else is too afraid to do, i know you can

how can you sleep when time won't stop? aren't you afraid you are going to miss out? miss out on it all?

some changes need to be made here

ive done something wrong
im doing something wrong
i need to make this right
all i need is a push in the right direction
for everything to be alright again

how and why would you want to be someone else
i cannot possibly wrap my mind around that
i dont know whether to think you are selfish and ungrateful or...
i couldn't feel sorry for you, because you have *everything anyone could ever want
how can i make you see that
maybe there's no such thing as perfect but you are the closest godamn thing

i want to get to know you, all of you, although not exactly befriend you. but just just to know you, because truly, i'm curious.

it's times like this, when i've just had a shower and my hair is lying wet across my shoulders, when anything seems possible..and maybe, that might just be.

jobskills tomorrow
and i think im going to go for music recorder
no regrets right
what have i got to lose :)

the weekend

the start of a new week

fresh fresh fresh

it's what you want it to be :)

mars the planet of war

there is a war brewing
i can feel it...

you were an expert at sorry,and keeping lines blurry, never impressed by me acing your tests. all the girls that you run dry, have tired lifeless eyes because you burned them out. but i took your matches before fire could catch me, so don't look now. i'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town

you change the rules everyday

you're in the car on the way to the movies
and you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
at 14 there's just so much you can't do
and you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots
but don't make her drop you off around the block
remember that she's getting older too
and don't lose the way that you dance around in your pj's getting ready for school
don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
no one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred
take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
remember the footsteps, remember the words said
and all your little brother's favorite songs
i just realized everything i have is someday gonna be gone

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

amber

Dear John
I see it all now that you’re gone
Don’t you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home
I should’ve known.

i've never been so sure in my life
never been as sure as right now

some are like water some are the heat

some are the melody and some are the beat

sooner all later they all will be gone

why don't they just stay young

it's so hard to get old without a cause

i don't want to perish like a fleeing horse

youth's like diamonds

and diamonds are forever

so many adventures couldn't happen today

so many songs we forgot to play

so many dreams swinging out from the blue

we let them come true