Dream big

Got big plans for the future

You can close your eyes. You can escape the reality, you can hide. Hide from all the heartache, the poverty, the pain. But they won't stay closed forever, eventually you will have to open them. And everything you thought you had forgotten will come rushing back, hitting you harder than you ever dreamed possible.

(5:11am)

JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT ANYBODY THINKS. DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, FOR YOU

Something unusual bothered me today, and I considered it strange because it was a thought that sparked many more that I had not pondered in some time.

A little girl, of about six asked me who my best friend was. I thought, and went to give an answer, before the little girl repeated “Who is your best friend. Someone you think about and love all the time. Even when they’re bad?” In my head, I withdrew my answer and begun to think. I rushed and stumbled as the little girl again repeated the question. In my haste, I threw about five answers at her. None of which satisfied her, nor myself.

The remainder of the time I spent with the little girl, I struggled greatly to think about anything but her question. My greatest unhappiness was not that I could not name one ‘best friend’, it was that I could not name a single.

Alone, I came to the realisation that everyone I loved had in some way disappointed me to an extent where I was no longer willing to think of them the same.

Reactivated facebook......... :S

Got a fucking B for english

Gotten a couple of exam results back........

Awks cos I thought Boyce Avenue was the guy...

I miss the old Rihanna

Everyday at school, it's like I'm being suffocated

And sure, we can sit and fantasize all we want

about how things are going to be different one day

...but this is today, and it sucks.

The Effy epsiode freaks me out everytime

Spent the day cleaning out my closet, and throwing out various pieces of junk

Tres satisfied maintenant

I actually fucking love you Maxie

Everything is your choice, wake up Sid.

Cathy's back sooooooo soon woohoooooooo!!!

Well, that's work experience over

I am a little let-down in the sense that I thought I was going to be involved in a lot more,

But thinking deeply into it, work experience did serve it's purpose,

I did experience what it's like to be a solicitor...

And really, it's not my piece of cake xxx

Wow Lauren's performance on SYTYCN was amazingamazingamazing!!!

you're from a whole other world

a different dimension

you're all kinds of beautiful