Your coffee no longer wakes you and you’re tired all the time. Your surroundings are too familiar and it’s almost too comfortable. There’s something you want, you don’t know what it is but you know you won’t find it here. This is home and this is safety, you have to leave but you’ll be back. Sooner or later you’ll want the safety, you’ll miss it. So you buy a ticket, boat, train, plane whatever. And you’re thinking yes, this is it. This is it.