I was a killer, was the best they'd ever seen

I'd steal your heart before you ever heard a thing

I'm an assassin and I had a job to do

Little did I know that girl was an assassin too

What an effing long day

Aahhh summer daysss

I vaannntt to seelll maii clotheezzz

2 down 2 to go...but...PHONE IS FIXED WOOOOOOOOOOO

On the plus side, one exam down

On the down side, my phone is completely broken and it'll take around 2 weeks to get fixed

Can't wait for exams to fucking be ovaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Everything will be okay in the end

If it's not okay,

It's not the end

I think people treat you nicer when you're pretty

Not in a good mindset

We're gonna set the world on fire

Can't wait for all of this to be over!!!!!!!!!!!!

They say I'm up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator

I wish I was an Olsen

I wish I was beautiful and talented

Nothing could have prepared us for this feeling

Working on cup day....HELLOOOOOOOO DOUBLE PAY

But you've got something I cant quite put my fingers on

Am officially in love with smith st

I have the mindset of an anorexic but the behaviour of a binge eater

"Anyone can do anything, because everything is the result of someone."

Busy weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

" — Steve Jobs (via cravves)

“We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Sahara. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively outnumbers the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here. We privileged few, who won the lottery of birth against all odds, how dare we whine at our inevitable return to that prior state from which the vast majority have never stirred?”

Photos are taking over my life!

Ive never been kissed on the cheek before

I like it when sometimes I’m having a conversation with someone and I’m not really thinking you know? I’m just feeling it all over. Like what I’m thinking and what I’m feeling and what they’re saying all exist on the same level. They’re throwing words and I’m catching them, the perfect give and take.

SUGA SUGA HOW U GET SO FLY

"Everybody talks, and everybody listens, but somehow the truth just always comes up missing."

-DrakE

Make more don’t make do, you know?

“I hate when ugly people are like, “I’m going to bed, I need my beauty sleep.” No bitch, you need to hibernate.”

I never want these holidays to end

I wish everything would just slow down

I miss the old days,

things just don't go down like that anymore

I miss a lot of people

Holiday

Im on hols and today is the first monday and its lovely weather and ahhh everything is really nice :)

Fuck that's some good risotto!!!!

Im redoing my wardrobe trolololol heeheee

Just made a yummy risotto

Waiting for dad to come home so we can all eat together

But it has tuna, brown rice, spinach, vegies, crushed tomatoes and vegie stock in it

Yum yum Im hungry!!

What if dreams are reality

And reality are just dreams

And when you die, you wake up?

Where are you i want to see you :'(

Just worked the funniest shift

Firstly a really hot guys talked to em for about ten minutes and asked me why i wasn't going out tonight and he super super nice and cute

Then two drunk ass guys came in and ordered 60 nuggets and I dougied with them hehehehe

Then this random guy came in with a bunch of his mates and they were all laughing and I didnt know why, he ordered a cone and when I gave it to him he grabbed the icecream and I pissed myself laughing

A kiwi coupe cam in and were so nice laughing and telling me this was the best maccas they had been to because i could give them a big mac cut in half and that I should be employee of the month and the lady was all like i live in cragieburn you should visit me, things get real wild over there hahahahahahaha and then these two girls all dressed up to go clubbing walked down the stairs and one full on stacked in and rolled down the stairs it was so scary and funny at the same time, she left and about half an hour later we walks back in asking for a bandaid....oh maccas <3

She's a good girl loves her mama

Loves Jesus and America too

She's a good girl crazy 'bout Elvis

Loves horses and her boyfriend too yeah yeah

Im freefallin

All the vampires walkin' through the valley

They move west down Ventura Boulevard

And all the bad boys are standing in the shadows

And the good girls are home with broken hearts

Eating a lovely fruit platter of strawberries, golden kiwis, mango and nashi pear....feels like Summer!

Absolutely craving the holidays a ridiculous amount, have so many plans and little projects I want to start... fingers crossed that I won't have much homework!!!

trying not to drink too much because im worried its killing my brain cells

so much harder to write a song than it seems

Girls these fucking days

This is bullshit

At one stage I was in Div. 2 and now I'm in Div. 4 with retarded people!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling okay!

Can't wait for this weekend, but also this weekend to be over...

Oh Cliff, the shit you do to me

I will starve

Going through my blogspot and tumblr, I really notice how much I have changed

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

So happy, everything is lovely; the weather is nice, I'm in a dress and playing guitar, and I'm nice and full and my hair is lovely and I don't have much homework ahhh <33

Think Ive sorted everything out

Healthy diet, let's roll

WE IGNORE EACH OTHER AND TRY TO PRETEND THE OTHER DOESN’T EXIST, BUT DEEP DOWN WE BOTH KNOW IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO END LIKE THIS.

Rice paper rolls yea yea yeaaaaa!!!

I love the way Americans say Cameron

- If I'm in love. No
- Who the last person I talked to on the phone was. Work
- How long it's been since I've kissed. Nearly a week

- If I have a preference for boys or girls. Boys
- How many holes I have in my ears. 5
- The last person I hugged. Kathy Wellings
- The last time I felt jealous, and why. Laura Burns' ear isn't infected like mine!
- How old I am. 15
- If I have siblings. No
- If I forgive betrayal. Yes
- If I like my school. Sometimes
- What kind of music I like. Soft rock
- What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be. Brig and Lizes (last weekkend), Alex's (this weekend)
- 2 habits. Biting my nails, stammering
- How many texts I send daily. 5ish
- 3 big dreams. Have a family, live my dream job, find the perfect boy
- If I've done something I regret very much. Yes
- If I like my town and why. Love it! It's near everything and all my closest friends live locally :)

Britain's next top modelll yeaaaa

Holy shit el

Cameron, Samuel and Damian

sometimes when you're expected to say something really meaningful
it becomes almost impossible to say anything at all

Spent my day doing my training at Maccas
Surprisingly quite fun, and a lot harder than it looks.......

Maya Angelou

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

Got a job at McDonalds heeheehehehehhee
Also sorted out my bank account
....and all within the hour!!

My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

Only shooting stars break the mould

Happy birthday mummyyyyy!!

Bought two amazing pairs of jeans today...although leaving me quite broke

Dream big

Got big plans for the future

You can close your eyes. You can escape the reality, you can hide. Hide from all the heartache, the poverty, the pain. But they won't stay closed forever, eventually you will have to open them. And everything you thought you had forgotten will come rushing back, hitting you harder than you ever dreamed possible.

(5:11am)

JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT ANYBODY THINKS. DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, FOR YOU

Something unusual bothered me today, and I considered it strange because it was a thought that sparked many more that I had not pondered in some time.

A little girl, of about six asked me who my best friend was. I thought, and went to give an answer, before the little girl repeated “Who is your best friend. Someone you think about and love all the time. Even when they’re bad?” In my head, I withdrew my answer and begun to think. I rushed and stumbled as the little girl again repeated the question. In my haste, I threw about five answers at her. None of which satisfied her, nor myself.

The remainder of the time I spent with the little girl, I struggled greatly to think about anything but her question. My greatest unhappiness was not that I could not name one ‘best friend’, it was that I could not name a single.

Alone, I came to the realisation that everyone I loved had in some way disappointed me to an extent where I was no longer willing to think of them the same.

Reactivated facebook......... :S

Got a fucking B for english

Gotten a couple of exam results back........

Awks cos I thought Boyce Avenue was the guy...

I miss the old Rihanna

Everyday at school, it's like I'm being suffocated

And sure, we can sit and fantasize all we want

about how things are going to be different one day

...but this is today, and it sucks.

The Effy epsiode freaks me out everytime

Spent the day cleaning out my closet, and throwing out various pieces of junk

Tres satisfied maintenant

I actually fucking love you Maxie

Everything is your choice, wake up Sid.

Cathy's back sooooooo soon woohoooooooo!!!

Well, that's work experience over

I am a little let-down in the sense that I thought I was going to be involved in a lot more,

But thinking deeply into it, work experience did serve it's purpose,

I did experience what it's like to be a solicitor...

And really, it's not my piece of cake xxx

Wow Lauren's performance on SYTYCN was amazingamazingamazing!!!

you're from a whole other world

a different dimension

you're all kinds of beautiful

Oh, pretty little liars...

Starting to feel like everything is finally sort of coming together

I'm so sick of people being offended
Just relax, you know?
Relax and chill the fuck out

A jawdropper
Looks good when he walks
He's the subject of their talk
He would be, hard to chase
But good to catch
And he could change the world
with his hands behind his back, oh

At work experience now......
It was soo weird and boring at the start because I was early ad I didnt know how to open the door lol, but since then I've finished three tasks :)
Banked two documents and collected the mail from the GPO
Lol woooooo

Wish me luck for work experience tomorrow!

I hope I have fun and learn a lot x

Found it!

Just purchased my winter coat

I hope it lasts me!

Its black and quite heavy; made out of polyester and cotton

It's sooo warm and it was a bargain too! :)

Really need a cute little winter coat to keep me warm

Now...where to look???

OH MY GOD, REN IN PRETTY LITTLE LIARS IS THE HOTTEST MALE I HAVE EVER SET EYES ON IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The most crazy night I have ever had....by far

I've started conjugating french verbs in my sleep,

surely this is a sign of post exam studying

Just prepare a stack of possible outfits for work experience,

and now off to DFO in search of a coat and some other goodies :)

You're the reason I don't sleep at night

I sometimes wonder if you ever think about me

Well, I'm going to be honest now, that was a bit of a let-down

I feel a bit left out of these things, it's not like I'm not invited

But I just feel uncomfortable, and intruding

Damn

Dinner with the gals :)

Just had a glee marathon, and now....time to relax x

Done and dusted

Wasn't brilliant and then it was well

It'll be a tough climb

But I think I will make it

Watch me soar, bitches

Mr Mayer <3

wish me luck!

That's another one down, and now...for the most challenging last two....

j'ai pense...

Thinking I might do IB next year...........

Finally beginning to be the person I always wanted to be :)

It feels great! x

Next 2 You

The Next 2 You video clip just recently was leaked and oh boy, is it amazing!

ps. 2 down, 3 to go

Fuck me dead

One down, four to go...

Nervous maintenant

Going to try and have an early night

Writing my cheat sheet for the hundredth time to try and make it fit on one page

til it be morrow

So easily swayed

:)

Lol I thought you shaved your head, idiot

We could have had it all

Sometimes I think about you late at night

I miss you and I wonder if you've changed

But in the mere instances where I do catch a glimpse of you,

You are never alone

Just finished making my friend's birthday present

Now....time to study as per usual

Exams are drawing closer......and closer

English

Oh my gosh, tomorrow is my last English class before exams, and I am super worried about English, and my teacher isn't going be be here tomorrow fml
What do I dooooooo?

I love you Sean Kingston

Keep fighting

Being really environmentally friendly, and bringing in around 100 sheets of half scribbled on paper to print out all my revision. Saving money and trees :)

ca va?

SO glad french is out of the way

Now just some random bits of homework, until my complete and undivided attention can go into preparing for exams. There's a lot happening this weekend, but it's not really a win-win situation for me at all, because if I go, I'll feel guilty for not studying, and I don't go, I know for sure I'll miss out on some very interesting events....

Ahhh let's see how I'm feeling later on shall we....

Keep an eye on me to make sure I study!

Wish me luck in completing all my bloody homework xxx

So fat right now it is ridiculous

You're dressed to kill,

I'm calling you out

I’m the graveyard-shift of romantics
a magicians old trick
& i can tell you think that you’ve got it
but i am the ‘smoke’
& i’m the ‘mirror’
the eye of the storm before it knocks you over

You can't break what bends

I walk lonely in the city licking at last nights lips,
Like wounds that bleed the weekend.
You stick on the backs of my lids like modelglue,
I'm snapping

I'll lie, I didn't mean a word of it

Full, and ready to finish off a hell of a lot of work

Loving Joey and Rachel as a couple

If you're a bird, I'm a bird

You are really something, you know that?

Aaaaaand I feel like dancing tonight

I need someone to stop me from drifting

Just put together the best outfit ;)

Someone like you

Don't waste your time on me

On a "diet"

I love my mummy

Came home from a pretty tiring day, to find that mum bought me the nicest aviator jacket and a sparkly hula hoop :3

Clothing haul

Spent some quality time at Camberwell with Kim today,

as per usual, spent way more than I should of!

A pair of skinny dark navy Bardot jeans

I didn't try them on, and it turns out they are way too small, but soooo lovely, lovely enough not to regret buying them. Maybe they could even be an inspiration, to get off my but and get fit and toned

A pair of Gasp distressed light blue denim boyfriend style jeans

They look pretty brilliant and are super comfy, although they are almost too distressed, as all the seams are falling apart and I will probably have to stitch them up before I chuck them into the wash, otherwise they will fall apart completely.

A pair of dark blue super skinny Bettina Liano jeans

These are pretty perfect, they are reeeeally skinny which is good, although they aren't particularly comfy at this precise moment in time, I think I might have to break them in a bit.

The most amazing fur vest

Quite pricey which was a let down. Not real fur, but that could be seen as a plus. Not entirely sure what I would pair it with, but definitely something back and long sleeved, and I honestly have no idea about bottoms.

Acid wash grey denim shorts

These are amazing, quite tight, but the denim is quite stretchy so that's not a problem. Biggest bargain ever too!

Crochet top

This top is very Natalie Portman, no idea why though. It is extremely high necked, but don't get me wrong it's not a turtle neck. It is split into 3 colours, a deep olive green, a burnt orange, and a creamy beige.

Denim jacket

This is actually my 3rd real denim jacket and probably around my 5th any type of denim jacket, which isn't a good thing. Denim overload! But I couldn't resist, as it was a very decent price, and it's slightly cropped which makes it even better!

Fake denim vest

Absolute must in your wardrobe, I do happen to already have one but that was quite a tight little vest whereas this one is very sloppy and soft. BARGAIN too!

Black scarf

Look, not sure about this one as being a yay or a darn, cos the thing is..Ive been looking for this exact scarf for ages as I wanted to wear it to school when it was really cold, but after looking everywhere I gave in and bought a shitty ugly and very pricey one from school....and NOW I find one..... oh well.

Burberry style purplelly beige scarf

This is an amazing scarf, although sort of hard to pair up with things as it is such a weird colour, but Im sure I can pull something together ;)

The warmest fluffiest plaid jacket

I wish I had this for marshmead but basically it is the biggest ball of fluff ever! It is like normal red, black and white flannel on the outside, but furry polar fleecy stuff on the inside, even the hood!

A massive set of goldy green earrings

One of those pallettes with about 9 pairs of earrings from diva. Colour scheme is gold and emerald, and is soo lovely especially since I just started changing my seconds :)

Soooo much oh golly, no more shopping for me:P But I suppose Im all lugged up for winter :)

Aaaaaaaand the grand total comes toooooooo 61 dollars....woops!

And just like that, I'm back in the game

After all this time, you boys look just the same

wod up losers

I'M 15 TOMORROW BITCHEZ

and i never said thank-you for that

www.monlivre.tumblr.com !!

visit immediately :)

je ne comprend pas

whatever comes our way
i will see it through

you're the line the the sand when i go too far

we are all caught up in making choices which only benefit ourselves,
concentrating so hard on making ourselves bigger and better that sometimes we can forget what we truly care about

secretly hold the upper hand
loving it

its your choice who you want to be
so why choose to be that person
you may be leading the life which others want
you intentionally hurt people's feelings
you dont even know me
i'll play along, but remember it's my game

"At every photoshoot, they want to make me sexy, put on sh*tloads of makeup, make me look like a rock chick. It just felt like I was being pushed to be something I wasn't: 'Oh, look at Hermione, she's all grown up now!' But that's just not me. I don't get my flash out. I mean, I wear minidresses, but I try and do it tastefully. You don't want to see too much. I hate seeing big, huge cleavage. My reaction is, Put it away! If it's too much, it's just vulgar. I think it's so much sexier to be understated. It's more intriguing to be sexy in a less obvious way"

-Emma Watson

who do you think you are
running around leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
you're going to catch a cold, from the ice in your soul

so take a fast car and keep on driving

look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile

times are a-changinggggg!

its really worrying me how everyone is getting so thin

you can't break what bends

Ohhh wowowow Spring Awakening was so amazing!!!

stringing it together

because they say that even in magic,
nothing truly disappears
well i definitely know you're not here now
so maybe you weren't ever here at all

it's only real til it ends

and it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

passenger

please can you help me keep my head above the water
i have a cramp in both my calves
yeah my lungs are filling up with cold dirty water
but i've a sickness that's making me laugh

cannot believe i am off to Sydney in one measly sleep
i'm not that excited yet.. but i think i will be when i get on the plane :)
i'm so lame, but i haven't been on a proper plane holiday since 2006!!!
take care loveliessss!
xoxoxo

is off to sydney in 1 day

off for 5 days!
thank god it's lovely weather
25,27,25,26,27 :)
so far, the things i want to to do include
climb the harbour bridge
visit bondi
shop in the chinatown market
perhaps manly?
ride the monorail
visit terry, ngoc, jessie, jayda and travis
...and i think that's all i got

now.. i should start to pack
WHAT DO I BRING???
xxx