not a guessing game

You don't know my name

you don't know anything about me

I try to play nice

I want to be in your game

The things that you say

You may think I never hear about them

But word travels fast

I'm telling you to your face

I'm standing here behind your back

If you could read my mind

You might see more of me that meets the eye

And you've been all wrong

Not who you think I am

You've never given me a chance

i'm the man who can't be moved

if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be

thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet

and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

so i'm not movin x

outside looking in:

You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in

hey you, hey what?

harrow my lurvelies

i am currently in english class

and i thought i'd take this time to tell you that life is good

things are still a bit confusing and not rock solid

but the important thing is that the shaky foundation is getting stronger

and im beginning to like the flaws of life

because really,

without them, how would we know what what beautiful? x

bob blog

im on the phone to marylou
and i am going nto cut my hair into a short bob
which for you guys who don't know..
is quite a big change
but i'm excited seriously, wish me luck !!!

it's days like this i love the most

ahh we have no hot water

im not sure what happened, i think the pilot light went out

but it sucks cos i really feel like a hot shower
but ive finished everything and i've got a lovely planned out day ahead of me and a fun night ahead

made a couple of friends this morning via omegle and they were lovely

got the backstreet boys on full blast and a hairbrush to sing into x

here. we. gooooooo!

music recording is the actual complete total BOMB

it's saaaa gut

i'm so excited except we only have it 3 times a bloody cycle

why i ask you

just another rock in rock in the freakin road

yay? darn? you tell me x

there's a whole new world out there

i never knew

there is so much more to be discovered

more people than i ever knew

lovely people too

this ain't gunna be a boring term, that's for sure!

infinity

On one programme I heard, they said space goes on forevever and ever without stopping. And how it has no edges. And they call it infinity. But what I want to know is- how can something go on and on forever without stopping? How can comething have no edges? Am I just a tiny speck floating about with lots of other specks, i.e. planets and stars? Where does infinity end?
Mum says, 'It is often best not to think too much about it because it is all slightly beyond our understanding and if you spend too long wondering about it all, it can make you feel rather insignificant,' i.e. small and pointless.
Which to be honest I feel a lot of the time anyway. I phone Granny and ask her, does she ever feel small and pointless when she thinks about infinity?
And she says, 'Not a bit of it, I love infinity. It's rather reassuring to remember you are just a speck and in the end it doesn't really matter if you wear a pair of purple shoes with a red coat or a pair of yellow ones.'
I ask Grandad- he says, 'The last time I was there I lost my glasses but on the whole I'm pro at it.' Dad says, 'I am sure it would be a quieter place to read the paper.' Which I am not sure is true because I believe there is a lot of wind in space.
-Clarice Bean

smiles all 'round

"Yesterday, I went to the movies with some friends. We were waiting outside theater about to leave when I saw a guy looking at me. He smiled at me and I smiled back. All of my friends are prettier than me but he noticed me. I had never felt more beautiful in my entire life."

-that is possibly the cutest thing ever; very true too x

who invented all these things we have to do?

i'm great, really i am

finally maybe things are starting to go my way

and all i needed to do was ask for some help

so, i'm expecting school will be full of surprises next term

i didn't have much stability the last two terms

but i expect this one will be the shakiest so far

as the only friends i could even half rely on

are soon to be having their own adventures at the one and only Marshmead.

i've looked through lot of my classes (my electives are math, vis art and music recording=pretty happy laura) and been through the lists of people

and i recognize a few familiar names, but i'm ready for what is seeming to be a rather unpredictable semester!

wish me luck! x

exagerration re: maths

okay, so now it's actually bugging me because it is now not because i can't be bothered doing it, oh no, it's gotten much bigger than that i cannot do it, as hard as i do try. and to someone like me, who is usually capable of such like things this is extremely frustrating! and putting it off is an option no longer as the end nears and when i do fun things with my lovely friends i don't fully enjoy myself as it is always nagging me and the back of my head yeah call me a nerd, whatever. i want to do well x

old friends

harrow
i caught up with an old friend today
it was suprisingly easy to lapse back into what we used to have which was nice

closet update; bookshelf update

i recently rearranged my closet

and it probably doesn't look nice and neat here but it is, quite.

it is arranged by
belts/scarves, tops/midriff cardigans,highwaisted shorts, short shorts, denim shorts, denim jeans, dresses, long cardis, short cardis, cardis, dresses&dresses&dresses, skirts, blazers, jackets.

some new additions include

these new shorts, which i was told are actually pj shorts but whatever, lets pair it with a white singlet and call it indie

ma new wrangler jeans! yeah boiii, now i'm not usually one for unneccessary rips, but i couldn't resist.

this cute little skirt, which in case you can't see, has this pattern

i've also finally finshed buying my harry potter collection which i am quite proud of :)

i absolutely adore this book, and thank fate for leading me to it

i purchased this book recently, and although have not got around to readng it yet, have heard it is quite good :)

so there you have it! my recent purchases!

party tonight

tonight should be fun
watching lots of movies and gossiping like old women
going to the milkbar when it's just getting light
lying on the tram tracks and going for a lovely morning walk
in the cold cold weather
lots and lots of catching up to do
this is my favourite kind of night x

pretty sure i've found the best op shop in melbourne
oh yeah, be jealous

I’m getting really sick and tired of girls spending all their time writing up paragraphs, about the perfect boy. Doing this, doing that, saying this, buying that. Shut up! You’re not perfect, and this image of the the ‘perfect boy’ doesn’t exist either. So stop trying to mould this make believe boy into something, because if you want to find true love. You’ll accept him the way he truly is.

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible

Barbie's are $6 at Big W

Share one thing that nobody knows about you.
At this point in time I don't really now where I'm going in life and the biggest thing which scares me the most is that every one has very specific interests and talents, whereas my hobbies are more widespread and I am not really outstandingly good at anything.

What is your biggest regret in life?
What is the point of regretting something, when regretting it isn't going to change anything? It used to be moving schools. I don't regret it at all now, it's probably one of the best things I have ever done because moving schools gave me the chance to experience Marshmead, which inevitably is the best thing I have ever done.

Have you ever been jealous of anyone else's blog page, why?
Not jealous but amazed that they could almost put indescribable feeings into words.

What would you do for a thousand dollars?
A lot of things.

What secretly makes you happy?
Jay Biebs

If you could go back in time, would you still pick the person you are with right now?
There are people you are stuck with; like family, and then there are people you choose, like friends. I chose my friends, and I love them and would never replace them. There is no one at the moment I feel stuck with, and do not want to be with.

What do you like or dislike about my (the taggers) blog page?
I did not used to enjoy reading it beause I thought it was fake and did not see how this could relate to her life. I find her blog very enjoyable to read and I think it allows me to see the other side of her.

If you could take a trip anywhere, who would you take with you?
I think it really depends on why I'm going, where I'm going and the atmosphere of the place. I could take Kim beause I know that every second would be fun and there would be no regrets. I could take Mary because I know we would turn it into a vacation even if it was a serious matter, and every night would be a girly one. I could take Kirstin because I know we wouldn't argue or fight and she would know what I felt like doing. I could take Elli because she would know all about the best food in town, and everything would be relaxed and there would never be any tension. I would take Catherine because we would get really really high and see the world all sparkly. I could take Sabine because if I was going through a rough time she would be a good listener and we would have lots of DNM's. I could take Bec because she would laugh all the time at everything, and would punch me but it wouldn't matter because I'd be in too much of a good mood to mind.

love always x