I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

amber

Dear John
I see it all now that you’re gone
Don’t you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home
I should’ve known.

i've never been so sure in my life
never been as sure as right now

some are like water some are the heat

some are the melody and some are the beat

sooner all later they all will be gone

why don't they just stay young

it's so hard to get old without a cause

i don't want to perish like a fleeing horse

youth's like diamonds

and diamonds are forever

so many adventures couldn't happen today

so many songs we forgot to play

so many dreams swinging out from the blue

we let them come true

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning 'round

You hold me right here, right now

"things happen that define us at certain times during the course of our lives. bad things, that we have no control over- growing up and growing apart, break ups and heartbreaks, endings of friendships, deaths and unexpected accidents….all moments that make us question the point of everything; events that make us lose all of our faith and hope. but maybe, just maybe if we keep sticking it out , if we keep on trying to at least survive the bad stuff no matter how much pain we have to endure; if we keep taking it one day at a time… we’ll be lucky enough someday, at some point, to overcome it all and finally find some peace."

you make it easier when life gets hard

well now everything is cleared up a bit

i should feel happy

but i'm not

just like my bubble has been burst

and im left more confused than ever

never say never

it's love, not santa claus

Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life.

She took a giant shit on my face. Literally. Literally? Well, no, not literally. That's disgusting.

I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it.

Nobody loves Ringo Starr. That's what I love about him

Better that you find this out now before you come home and find her in bed with Lars from Norway. Who's Lars from Norway? He's some guy she met at the gym with Brad Pitt's face and Jesus' abs.

abracadabra, wow!
i like masking tape and the sound it makes when you rip it
i like reading romance novellas
i like cute boys
i like spinach and ricotta in almost anything
i like making lists
i like decorating things
i like thinking about my future
i like bags and scarves of any kind
i like really pretty guitars
i like brown
i like spinny chairs
i like trains
i love it when you're having so much fun nothing else matters
today i will most likely be the olive of a party

In some ways, I love everything.
It's less, it's less of a thing to like,
It's less distinct, it's less particular
I like things that I like but I love everything
There’s more choice in like
Cos even the worst things have things you love in them
I don’t know what you mean about things I hate

i hate it when nothing goes right
i hate missing my train
i hate sleeping early in the morning
i hate knowing i could have done better
i hate knowing it's never going to happen
i hate waiting
i hate doing nothing, but in a way that's all i do
i hate it that i can't see cathy
i hate when everything is full speed ahead and i can't catch up
i hate this, wow. . .sorry.

cause i'm invisible and everyone knows who you are

oh my god oh my god

everything makes sense now
i get it finally
shit this is bad
well this really explains it all
wow...
busted

don't let go of what is tonight

do what i want
no pretending or scheming
dont overthink
shutdown and rejection
i can overcome
it's the not doing anything
that's really getting me

somehow exactly what i needed

i want to meet more people

make new friends

discover new places

see new things

change old bad habits

start new better ones

use my time wisely and

make the most of opportunities and situations

oh wonnie

one two woop woop vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

busy busy busy
take it or leave it

just this once, i want to be the person who gets what i want

i want a hug :-)

sick of waiting

you may think and ask

why don't you move first instead

don't really know how

things to do

-clean room
-return uglies
-do french exercises
-finish maths followup
-buy things i want