Sunday, October 31, 2010

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

"things happen that define us at certain times during the course of our lives. bad things, that we have no control over- growing up and growing apart, break ups and heartbreaks, endings of friendships, deaths and unexpected accidents….all moments that make us question the point of everything; events that make us lose all of our faith and hope. but maybe, just maybe if we keep sticking it out , if we keep on trying to at least survive the bad stuff no matter how much pain we have to endure; if we keep taking it one day at a time… we’ll be lucky enough someday, at some point, to overcome it all and finally find some peace."

Saturday, October 30, 2010

you make it easier when life gets hard

well now everything is cleared up a bit
i should feel happy
but i'm not
just like my bubble has been burst
and im left more confused than ever

Friday, October 29, 2010

never say never






it's love, not santa claus

Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life.

She took a giant shit on my face. Literally. Literally? Well, no, not literally. That's disgusting.

I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it.

Nobody loves Ringo Starr. That's what I love about him

Better that you find this out now before you come home and find her in bed with Lars from Norway. Who's Lars from Norway? He's some guy she met at the gym with Brad Pitt's face and Jesus' abs.
abracadabra, wow!
i like masking tape and the sound it makes when you rip it

i like reading romance novellas
i like cute boys
i like spinach and ricotta in almost anything
i like making lists
i like decorating things
i like thinking about my future
i like bags and scarves of any kind
i like really pretty guitars
i like brown
i like spinny chairs
i like trains
i love it when you're having so much fun nothing else matters

today i will most likely be the olive of a party

In some ways, I love everything.
It's less, it's less of a thing to like,
It's less distinct, it's less particular
I like things that I like but I love everything
There’s more choice in like
Cos even the worst things have things you love in them
I don’t know what you mean about things I hate

i hate it when nothing goes right
i hate missing my train
i hate sleeping early in the morning
i hate knowing i could have done better
i hate knowing it's never going to happen
i hate waiting

i hate doing nothing, but in a way that's all i do
i hate it that i can't see cathy
i hate when everything is full speed ahead and i can't catch up

i hate this, wow. . .sorry.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

cause i'm invisible and everyone knows who you are

oh my god oh my god

everything makes sense now
i get it finally
shit this is bad
well this really explains it all
wow...
busted

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

don't let go of what is tonight

do what i want
no pretending or scheming
dont overthink
shutdown and rejection
i can overcome
it's the not doing anything
that's really getting me

Sunday, October 24, 2010

somehow exactly what i needed

i want to meet more people
make new friends
discover new places
see new things
change old bad habits
start new better ones
use my time wisely and
make the most of opportunities and situations

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

one two woop woop vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

busy busy busy
take it or leave it

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


just this once, i want to be the person who gets what i want

i want a hug :-)

sick of waiting

you may think and ask
why don't you move first instead
don't really know how


Saturday, October 16, 2010

things to do

-clean room
-return uglies
-do french exercises
-finish maths followup
-buy things i want

Thursday, October 14, 2010

in my head

every day's been like a dream world,
oh, but now you're not just in my head
it's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
heads is easy, tails is harder to plan
if we're starting all over again and again and again
oh, you know that i can't help but wonder
what's gonna happen next.
i'm a little curious, oh yeah
did you ever think about us?

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

one day at a time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

Monday, October 11, 2010

we're like venus and mars, we're like different stars


you're a disappearing act i swear to god
stay put or get out
i cant think with this many people everywhere
but i can't think with just you here either
i need to know my options


Sunday, October 10, 2010

this is amazing

I don’t care about sex or drugs. I don’t care about partying and being out all night drinking. I’m not worried about my reputation, or how cool people think I am. I just like pancakes, and I can’t see how anything else is more important.