sucks to be me

i've always known i was never the type of person
who would be approached and accepted
by the way i looked and acted from the start
but i always knew that if you got to know me
it would be worth it
it would be the waiting
and i thought this was a good thing,
because people weren't simply getting to know me
for my status or my looks
so my friends were true
but to hear what people think of you
what they thought their first impression of you was
i know that only so few will break the barrier
i always wondered what it would be like to be gorgeous
to have everything and anything you wanted
without lifting a hand
to win, every time, without trying
to effortlessly be the best
with the world at your fingertips
good grades without studying,
and not always falling in at second place
just for one day
to see what it was like
is that too much to ask?